i just can't wrap my mind around it...

guess what Old Friend?
i took several walks yesterday & you crossed my mind 13 times.
or was it 14?
i'm not too sure however you existed in my mind.
i smiled. 
not hard however bliss came about.
now if you won't get your pants in a bunch I'll express something.
can i proceed?
well aren't you the sweetest cup of black coffee.
cream-less.
sugar-less too.
but sweet.
i thought of the matter that got us here
i would like to ball it up and throw it away.
in fact.
I'll like to write it all down and burn the paper.
You see my Old friend...
i need to release this pain.
as I look in the mirror I see flaws.
so many flaws.
which leads me to this...
how can i judge you?
who am i?
besides jhey bleu.
your color is bright even in your dark shield.
this is just how life is.
flaws exist just like the color purple.
just like the L train and just like you & i.
can i say hey friend?
again.
can we laugh & turn into oak trees & airplanes?
can we exist?
together?
hey old friend.
lets be new.
again.

jhey bleu