down time...

someone once said if you never experience the bottom then you could never appreciate each story the sky tells.so when i tripped and fell.
i smiled and called love.
i read about 3 chapters of hard times require furious dancing.
& i danced too.
i danced until the sky reached midnight.
& before i touched down i wondered about you.
i searched for a few moments.
my soul started to worry.
i was taught that when loved called.
you should answer in a hurry.
& those are the rules i followed.
i was there.
you worried too often.
i scratched it out your head.
you wondered about this & that.
i remember being there.
together we made it.
it was a wonderful kodak moment & each photo i saved it.
somewhere in the back of my mind.
and when i felt down.
i replayed it.
& now i'm at the location in which you hated so much.
& you're somewhere in the sky.
smiling.
i guess you figure i'm somewhere at the bottom.
crying.
i'm not.
& if i never told you before.
my sweet love.
in which we  share the same blood.
you are truly my inspiration to be nothing less than fabulous.
& before i retire to my never-ending hiatus.
the side of me in which blood has never had a glimpse of.
i just wanted to say a word or three to you.
thanks a lot!

jhey bleu