boom!

can't you hear the boom!?
your heart's pounding.
it happens every time i'm around you.
or every time you're around me.
thanks.
you  have saved me from my own disaster.
i almost gave up and then you came up.
in some story.
some story that told non-fictional stories about the L word.
your heart goes boom.
i guess it likes to be heard.
by me.

i couldn't think of a name for this one..

today is a day for love.
i wonder where i can find some?
drowning in my own sorrow & i have had just about enough.
winter has come and gone.
spring is back again.
we always love in summer.
but autumn is when she wins.
and you disappear.
again.
sad to say that next summer i will not be here.
you'll arrive at blues central cafe.
& you will be showered with confusion.
i'll be somewhere in love land with her.
or maybe him.
experiencing love.
again.

love until two..

i dream of 1941 without pearl harbor.
my dress is blue.
my shoes are too.
and this fella is crazy fine.
love belongs to me.
love is all mine.
my mac n cheese is baked twice.
and my glass is full of wine.
red in body.
and each word presented around here is astounding.
yet no Harvard grads live in this village.
education is profound.
and i've found peace in you.
just wondering.
could you be mine? 
til at least around two ?

color me blue..

maybe i had lost my mind.
i think you should come back tonight.
i didn't mean those few words i mentioned.
i was searching for affection.
why do you cover your feelings with a veil made of wool?
i lose myself just trying to figure out you.
i prefer colors of yellow & green.
purple & white.
but you.
you have colored me blue.
what did you see within?
for i saw everything in you.
but you saw everything in letting go.
i know you'll be back.
i just don't think i'll be around though.

#goodbye

art un-Adored.

i could never capture love.
my imagination moves too fast.
and love could never appreciate the art in me. 
leaving me alone with just a pen and a pad.
sending me beautiful yellow flowers & astounding voices.
only to take them away as soon the man in the black shirt pulls back the curtains.
presenting jhey & everything great.
yet i cry.
i get rather sad when new beginnings don't last.
i kinda adored the magic in you.
#i'mjustsaying

4 shots with a twist of lime..

first.
can i be frank?
this evening has been like no other evening in a long while.
i've been drinking tequila and sucking on a lime.
it seems as though the world wants to dance with me.
but i only wish to dance with her.
silliness.
i don't even know her.
yet i can feel her pain.
it feels like a heartbreak traveling in the rain.
no umbrella.
no love to protect her.
i feel sad. 
& this much will take time.
her creativity is everything.
& her appearance is so fine.
her voice is so sweet.
i can't help but think.
she should be with me. 

with me.

if you go.
i might not be able to stay.
these walls won't feel the same.
& when the rain pours.
i will only think of your name.
could you imagine the pain?
or would you rather stay.
with me?

you should be with i.

i wish i could make you smile a smile so exceptional.
so grand.
one so big that it is not measurable.
but i wonder?
would you allow me to wish?
or would you allow sadness to stay?
& then write me when it's too late.
remember you spoke of yellow being your favorite color?
& i was not surprised at all.
for you shine so bright.
like the sun.
but not like the moon.
i wish to make you feel new like the day.
& everything opposite of the blues.
you should feel classic.
you should feel taken.
you should be with i.

i'm your number one fan.

dance in the sun with me.

i'm your number one fan.

i cherish each melody.

i decorate each beach with our names in the sand.

so dance with me.

please.

i'm your number one fan.

i'm not done.

i don't want to be a victim of your heartbreak.
thinking i should leave however i will stay.
i don't want to let you go.
right away.
although i know that you're no good.
i wouldn't change you if i could.
all because.
i'm not done.

crushed out again.

i wish i had met you first.
now i just can't wrap my mind around it.
love is everything sweet but everything bitter too.
you .
you take me to a foreign place & i long to learn more.
feels like i'm traveling through a jungle.
afraid but excited.
amazed and delighted.
hot but cold.
these feelings are new and those feeling are getting old.
i must go now.
love awaits between thin sheets.
bare.
i wish i could stay here but i rather be there.
you are truly extraordinary.
& maybe next lifetime when i am a tree & you are a bird.
we could fall in love.
i'll protect you from storm.
you'll sing a melody so sweet.
i almost can't wait.
sad to say that in this lifetime.
you arrived a little too late.
still crushed out though.
bye.

Pretty

i never truly understood the meaning of alluring.

and then i saw you.

dressed in red and a little bit of blue.

neutral lipstick and a few tattoos.

i was taken by you.

i thought.

wow.

oh my she is pretty.

& that thought came about before i saw your smile.

before i understood the art within you.

yet you were sad.

someone has thought everything opposite of my thoughts.

someone has labeled you blue.

and you wore it perfectly.

like it was apart of your skin.

just like the stripe in your dress.

just like the flower in your hair.

blue.

what a shame i thought.

you are everything but unpretty.

she laughed for awhile.

& then she floated away.

away.
it was pretty.

although it's sad to say.  

good bye sweet 16.

today is the beginning of the end.
a friendship that we thought would last forever.
is now sick.
disease unknown.
yet we know it is a chronic one.
or should i call it a disaster?
i found it crazy how happiness drove right pass us.
& we could never grasp it.
once i felt it.
but it was hard to hold.
sweet memories got old.
and hearts grew cold.
like chicago.
and now she goes and i try not to prevent her.
a part of me is filled with gloom.
but not enough to bring what was once love back.
not enough to jump the broom.
i say good-bye & i know what this means.
i've accepted my deferred dream.
it is now a reality.
what's on the other side of the door i wonder?
a good book i hope.
they always take me away from madness. 
however.
i'm sure i won't fall apart completely.
somewhere in my sadness i found a profound voice.
she almost singed my blues away.
amazing.
beautiful to look at too.
just like the color purple.
and i must keep my mouth closed now.
she's a singing again.
and i am all ears.
hush old love.
can we listen to something new?
please.

endlessly.

She was amazing.
& I could not stop listening as she sung a song so sweet.
She saw beauty in me and I saw everything in her.
Sing love.
Endlessly.

again.

she had many wishes.
yet one stood out.
she was a humble child who laughed when troubles came about.
i thought she was rather amazing.
little tom did too.
i even called her fire.
her soul was a blazing one.
she would laugh and laugh for hours.
have you ever been in love with a dream?
she received a pendant.
it was made of gold.
i fell in love when i realized her true creativity.
i wished i had never told her to roam.
i sent her flowers along with a locket.
her smile was so amazing.
i wished i could put it in  my pocket.
she wished for laughter yet she would die for love.
& there i was.
i was there awaiting.
she started to sing.
i started to dream.
again.

turtle's love.

I would like to get to know you.
Would you walk with me?
Or would you rather fly?
No she said.
I rather walk.
I think its best if we took our time.